It would really dope if someone having no reason at all but simply that fact of it being my bday soon buys me tickets to The Newsies and/or to the John Mayer concert in CT in August!!!! Lol

So go figure my org behavior book for class sights experiments that were done on organizations who employed mentally retarded people in Utica …from my own personal experience there was a considerably large amount of them in the population esp being employed by HTC where I did an internship once…I have a greater appreciation as I realised the last two or so wks when I was in Goodwill (which also employs mentally retarded people) I did not even think I catching an attitude at the workers who yelled at me “Excuse me” loudly, abruptly, and repeatedly as I was in their way from their goals of putting clothes back on racks while i too were looking through the racks of close

It’s getting really hard to set this endeavor into place …trying to get into a market where there already are so many doing what u aspire to do and the fact that funding is being cut here and there it seems extra redundant for the work I’ve been putting in mentally although not as physically as a couple months ago …I’m just praying this idea gets off the ground even if it takes 5-10 yrs I still pushing for it :)

negligentgentleman:

i have a serious anger problem thats held under layers of patience that took me so long to gain control and mastery of. those layers of patience are getting weak. 

Layers of patience more or less rather that were instilled and taught to me in my religious discipline growing up not that I had so much anger to really control …but yeah even I burst every once and while or have an overwhelming feeling when my patience runs thin….